Some reasons you may know, others maybe not. I have been wanting to write anout everything, but just haven't had it in me.
A part of me feels like it has given up. This isn't just something I have noticed, others have, too. I have been asked my reason to live, and have come up empty. All I am doing is strugglingto live/survive.
I have been told to "live," but when mostly all my body wants to do is sleep, and other not so great things are going on, the idea of that is more torturous than liberating or helpful or affirming.
I went to the grocery store yesterday, and it knocked me out. The limitations have made me sad. They've also frustrated me.
It seems almost silly to write about anything at this point. I released a friendship of sorts the other day because it couldn't be more clear there was no understanding or empathy for me/my situation. That alone was bad enough. But any time I tried to explain how I felt, I was accused of "drama."
I do not need that. I could possibly deal without the support, but having someone further kick the legs out from underneath me does not work.
I realize the person may not be able to handle facing what I face, but I am not in a position to handle that right now. I can barely handle it myself.
I can barely handle anything right now.
To those who have come here to share in my sisters fight and story it saddens me to say she passed away on April 13. If you would like to share anything about Elizabeth her Facebook page is still up. You can find it under Elizabeth Alraune. There are many more places that you will find her on the web. She will live on through all her posts. Thank you to all that shared this time with her.
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