Exhausted.

I could start to feel my body shutting down. Everything just got heavier and more sluggish. Movements became more difficult, and more intentional. I find it to be so hard to do things when I feel like this, but I have been pushing, any way. There is so much I need to do, but it was in some ways counter-productive forcing things. I wound up wasting more than "just" energy.

I need to go to sleep, but a part of me still fights the feeling. It is a useless fight. It is a feeling I ultimately need to surrender to. Tomorrow is another day. I just get so overwhelmed by the deficit I begin my day with, long before it is even here. Logic would dictate that it isn't helpful to go "there," but logic doesn't always come out on top now, does it?

And with that, I am off for the night...