Sunday, April 12, 2015

I was just looking at someone's Patreon page. He receives over $6k per month. He also offers all kinds of goodies for his fans, I also looked at goals. The site gives you the ability to state goals with specific things in mind for particular dollar values.

My head hurts. So does my soul.

I am sitting here, wondering what I could work toward, and feeling overwhelmed by many off the prospects. I just don't have it in me to take on projects right now. I hope that changes, but I also get scared it won't. My mind doesn't work the way it used to, and overwhelm comes all too easily sometimes.

I would love to do some things to help those who are dealing with cancer. I would love to take another awareness trip. I would love to finalize my book (SometimesitSuckstobeHuman.com), and get it into print. I would love to create more videos. I would love to have something resembling my radio show again. I would love to do soooo many things, but being in Survival Mode and dealing with what I am dealing with limits my options in a big way.

I really hate that dealing with cancer is often like running a business, or at the very least a major, important project, and one you really can't get away from. It is exhausting.

Want to be nice to me? Do me a favor, and become a patron. Just $1 a month helps, and you can cancel any time. Patreon.com/jolope. Thank you.

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