My head hurts. So does my soul.
I am sitting here, wondering what I could work toward, and feeling overwhelmed by many off the prospects. I just don't have it in me to take on projects right now. I hope that changes, but I also get scared it won't. My mind doesn't work the way it used to, and overwhelm comes all too easily sometimes.
I would love to do some things to help those who are dealing with cancer. I would love to take another awareness trip. I would love to finalize my book (SometimesitSuckstobeHuman.com), and get it into print. I would love to create more videos. I would love to have something resembling my radio show again. I would love to do soooo many things, but being in Survival Mode and dealing with what I am dealing with limits my options in a big way.
I really hate that dealing with cancer is often like running a business, or at the very least a major, important project, and one you really can't get away from. It is exhausting.
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