A New Me - Relating to Cancer

I hate this see-saw of emotions...was crying talking to someone today...they told me not to...my response? I cry pretty much every day. Not full blown cries...but I tear up at least once a day. A thought. An emotion. A fear. At home. In the shower. Out and about. In the grocery store. In the car. There are times it is just all too much. No rhyme. No reason. It just happens. It has become a part of my day in almost the same way that anything else is.