In the last day I have been preparing my first meal for guests in quite some time. Not even sure when the last time was. I have gotten most everything to a stopping/launching point, and waiting for them to arrive.
It is a freaking lot of work, made a bit more difficult by the fact that I am making a couple of things not made before. At the moment, I feel a bit light-headed, and tired.
As I was dressing today I noticed something on my leg I need to ask about at my next visit. I am hoping they tell me it is nothing to worry about. It will suck, though, if they tell me to see my own doctor. The one I had been seeing is pretty far away at this point.
I guess we shall see.
It has been a bit of agony trying to plan everything. My mind struggles to put it all together. I usually love the process of cooking and entertaining, but it is taking a lot out of me.
I won't tell my friend because I think he he knew it would be too much, but went with what I wanted.
I wanted to feel normal for a time.