Sunday, September 13, 2015

Damn Illusion.

Today's illusion tells me I am not feeling well. Today's illusion has me frustrated with how my brain seems to be blipping. I left water running yesterday, and this morning left milk out.

These illusions feel very real, and are in striking contrast to what I have been working on creating. 

Last night I dreamt that I embarrassed myself by something I could not control, and had lost my job (2 unrelated things that happened about the same time). I think I was where I had worked, and I just started to breakdown crying. It became deep sobs, as I crumbled to the ground. There were people around, but no one came up to me. No one said anything. I was left alone to fall apart.

Interesting dream.

My awake illusion says I feel crappy. I also need to go out and replace the milk, but only after I shower, and pull myself together. The illusion says I am tired and feel weak and that bed is where I'd rather be.

Damn illusion.

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