So this weekend has been busy and emotional.
I am beyond tired, and yet I am still up.
I posted something on FB earlier about my
mother after seeing so many postings about how
great mothers are. I said I was just thinking
out loud. I said that it wasn't necessary for
anyone to address or fix.
And then someone went to try to address it.
I get that people care about me, and it makes
me think that I shouldn't think out loud. But
I want to give a voice to what I am feeling.
Does it need to be public?
I keep thinking it is helpful
to others potentially
when I share.
I also mentioned I gotta deal with things with
my mom one of these days. I have been
contemplating calling her and asking her why
she hasn't offered any help, or even asked if
I needed help.
I just haven't gotten there yet.
Perhaps tomorrow will be the day.