This moving thing is unnerving me in a big way...it is not like I will pack and then move. I will have to pack with the idea that many of my things will into storage here in Maryland, while I will be headed to New York. The hope is that it will only be temporary. But if it is not, what things will I need to pull out of storage? How best to pack and manage things? I am so incredibly overwhelmed.
And I am worried about money...rather a lack thereof. Storage costs money. A truck costs money. This is the last thing I need right now. In a few weeks I also need to have bloodwork done. Fingers crossed it will be no biggie.
And then today a friend pissed me off. I really hate it when someone states the all too painfully obvious and it is something I really cannot do anything about. And then, expects me to be OK with it, or at least not be upset. So easy for someone not in my predicament to say and believe.
I am getting to the point I really don't want to say anything to anyone. I just hope something gives soon. I really need help, but don't have a clue about what to do. And I am sooooo tired. Still all I want to do is sleep.