Monday, June 17, 2013
I am really tired. I so did not sleep well. My eyes have been wanting to close all day. And instead of sleeping, I am trying to find pictures that I like of myself today. It is like when I was doing chemo. If I didn't feel well, I tried to put myself together.
It usually made me feel better. Problem is today that it's not working. I am not liking what I see. Is what I see distorted? Or am I just seeing how exhausted I am mentally, physically, emotionally when I see them?
I need a break. But I also have a ton of stuff I need to do in the next couple of weeks. I am really concerned about how I am going to be able to do all I need to do.
I'd like to find some time and a place I can just go and put the covers over my head for a while.
I think I am going to bed. Sleep would be nice, too.