Not sure when I had this dream...found it among my things...
I dreamt that me and two others went to the site where "we" tested the bomb. I told the people I was with that a movie was filmed around there, and several stars from the film ultimately died of cancer. Agnes Morehead John Wayne. We got there at dark. It was a large, open field and there were houses I could see at its edge. It was like it had become a tourist site. I said, observing, isn't it amazing that we set out to destroy others, but destroyed ourselves first?
(By seeking to destroy others, we destroy ourselves??)
Not sure what it meant then. Not sure I know what it means now. But I think the last part is the most interesting and thought provoking.