A. and I went to Philly. After our visit there, I was by myself and I bought this postcard that I was going to send to him. I was waiting for the "right" time. In the midst of everything that was happening, the available time to be the right time evaporated.
I contemplated half a second about sending it to him now. But instead it is just going into the trash - which is sadly where it likely would wind up anyway.