I have been reviewing past blog posts, and watched this video
again. I have watched it several times - but haven't in a long
while, and this time I was a lot less emotional while viewing.
I started to wonder why.
I suspect the fact that I am no longer the person I was in that
video and no longer facing the things "she" faced, and the
fact that I have moved on and grown, has given me an
opportunity to move past the pains of that moment.
Most of the time the only "movie" we have of moments in
our life is the memories that we have stored. They can be
distorted and even sometimes forgotten.
Seeing this in its raw form - unadulterated - is interesting
for me now, and I am glad that I did it. It has me recognize
how far I have come. I don't know exactly where I am at
the moment, but I know I am not "there."
And THAT has more of an emotional affect on me now
than the video itself.
Wonder what it will be like in another 6 months.
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