Creativity (So Need to Get Back to It)

I had made this for a friend.

I had also forgotten that I had made it.

Over the years I have done so many things, and then forget what I have done. It is interesting to me, as I spend time and energy to create. It is like giving birth, in a way.

So much time and effort and then, I forget.

I don't think it "bad." I just think it interesting.

Any which way, I like what I did. And I miss that creative part of me.

I need to get out of survival mode so I can get back to doing things I love doing just because I want to.